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    June 28

    all shook up! **great school memories #1**

    so im sitting here tunes cranked at work..loud.. the whole office can hear it...whats playing??? none other then the late great ELVIS. yes the king himself.....probably my most favourite artist...i grew fond of him when i was 11 yrs old. first song i heard i was hooked. watched all his movies. listen to as much music as i can find. i can never get enough. at eleven yrs old i had a life size ELVIS painted on my wall...it was a damn good job...sooo anyways listening to him brought back a great school memory. ....back in the day, LOL...6 yrs ago in grade 10 one of my best friends and myself joined the choir club after school. for a couple semesters anyways..yes it was for the chicks....hehe..i cant lie.....but thats not to say i cant sing..coughgaghmmm...so anyways one of the songs my buddy and i had to practice was ALL SHOOK UP, by ELVIS. it was a duet. a great duet. it was masterfull...and full of imperfections....lol.....we tore the house down that night baby....ok.....we praticed twice  a week and any time we were together. we get up on stage and were singing away and a part that we have had problems with is about to come up....we praticed ohhh we praticed hard....it was the part where we had to use our beautiful voices to jump to a high note...a note any young man going through..umm..cough..you know..hehehahha!
     
     
    PLEASE DONT ASK ME WHATS ON MY MIND
    IM A LITTLE MIXED UP, BUT IM FEELIN FINE
    WHEN IM NEAR A GIRL THAT I LOVE BEST
    MY HEAR BEATS SO AND IT ****SCARES*** MEE TO DEATH
     
     so anyways were singing and the part comes and we crack....we crack so bad we can only look at each other shake our heads and our hips that are twisting..and belt out a quick laugh and of course the laughter fills the room...but none the less it was a great performance. and there were many more great performances we did together after that. good times good times indeed.
    June 21

    hmm...why cant i ???

    give or take should be your moto. you'll be able to  establish good relationships. don't miss out on something good because you are affriad to make a move.
     
    damn, make me smile, you already do. let me speak my mind. i cant. why? i dunno!! but i'll try to drop my guard just to see you smile again.
    June 20

    HANGOVER CURE

    BAD TASTE LEFT OVER FROM LAST NIGHT
    DRY THROAT, RED EYES
    OH WHAT A NIGHT
    STOMACHES GROWING
    TIME FORE SOME BREAKFAST
    HANG OVER CURE
    A BACON AND EGG SANDWHICH
    BIG TALL GLASS OF WATER
    AND AN ADVIL TO KILL THE PAIN
    GOTTA GET BACK INSHAPE
    IN A FEW HOURS IVE GOTTA DO IT
    ALL OVER AGAIN
     
     
     

    NEVER ENDING SEARCH

    MAYBE THERE IS NO TRUE LOVE
     
    MAYBE THERE IS ONLY TRUE HAPPINESS
     
    YOU DONT LOVE SOMEONE
     
    YOU ARE JUST HAPPY WITH SOMEONE
     
    MAYBE YOU JUST GET BORED OF
     
    BEING HAPPY WITH THAT SOMEONE
     
    AND THATS WHEN THE SEARCH BEGINS
     
    THE SEARCH FOR......NOT LOVE
     
    BUT THE SEARCH FOR HAPPINESS
     
    HAPPINESS THAT YOU CAN SHARE WITH SOMEONE
     
    ONLY TO GET BORED AND SEARCH AGAIN

    DARKNESS

    DARKNESS LURKS OVER ME
    WITH EVERY STEP I TAKE
    IT FOLLOWS
    LIKE  DEATH ITSELF
    WAITING FOR ME TO BREAK
     
    IT HAS FOLLOWED ME
    FROM THE BEGINNING
    WITH ITS IMPATIENCE
    MORE ANGER BUILDS UPON IT
    YET IT'S CONSTANTLY GRINNING
     
    I'VE KNOWN IT TO BE BY MY SIDE
    WHEN I LEAST EXPECT IT
    CREEPING SILENTLY
    WATCHING MY EVERY MOVE
    I CAN'T HIDE FROM IT
     
    I CONTINUE LIVING
    AS IF IT WERE NOT THERE
    THE DARKNESS THAT FOLLOWS
    CAN FOLLOW ALL IT WANTS
    I DO NOT CARE
     
     

    Mr.libra

    Libra: Don't be surprised if you're asked to referee a conflict between others. As a Libra, your symbol is the scales. This is because you're more apt to find the balance in a situation than others are and it's a real gift. Rely on your ability to remain objective and to see a problem from almost every angle if you find yourself in between a conflict. Your innate mediating skills will serve others well.
    June 13

    good luck, good luck. you'll need it

    So im sitting at work in dispatch when a couple of brokers ( drivers who own thier own trucks) walk in. Polish as my work day is long. bring up the world cup. i love these conversations. debates on who is better why their team won or lost. Poland lost 2-0 in their first game. one of the drivers goes on about how the Polish team didnt recruit polish players from any of the other teams. for instance Lukas Podolski. he's a 20 yr old player with a shit load of skill. he plays for Germany. born and raised in Poland moved to Germany i think 10-15yrs ago. non the less you'd think Poland would recruit such a "trophy player" as Lukas if they wanted a better chance at winning the cup this time around. so anyways the drivers go on with more stats and at the end the one driver says, "you wait and see Poland will tie 2-2 with Germany." With a major Polish accent and just as big a smile on his face.they both crack up laughing. it seems like they are laughing like it would never happen with Germany being the team to beat this time.its could happen anything is possible in this sport. i watched the first 50 minutes of the Brazil/Croatia game. damn, it was amazing. wellplayed by both teams. i couldnt believe the pressure Croatia was puttng on Brazil. very captivating, so much so that i didnt want to leave my place to go to work today. wheres Canada? damn it! who am i supposed to cheer for. LMAO i have never really been a big soccer fan though i love playing it. i didnt get into watching the games until the last World Cup. its too exciting to ignore. who are you rooting for?? what team you rooting against???
     
     
     its amazing how the sport of soccer changes the atmosphere at work, outside of work, all around. i love it. flags everywhere, horns and sirens going off. people smiling and flooding the streets. holigans beating the shit out of each other because their team lost. whats not to love about  soccer.
     
    keep it real  keep smiling good luck to your team. I think im jumping on the band wagon and joinng the forces of brazil they have alot of great players and i love their characters.
    May 30

    SOULMATE

    WHO'S READING MY MIND??? HOW DID THEY KNOW THIS IS HOW I FELT??? STILL LOOKING I AM. THE SEARCH CONTINUES.....
     
    A SOULMATE IS AN INDIVIDUAL WHO IS APPROACHABLE
    ONE WHO IS ALWAYS ACCESSIBLE
    A FRIEND, A PAL AND A COMRADE
    ONE WHO LENDS A GOOD EAR
    WHO LISTENS AND CARES
    A PERSON WHO SHARES YOUR LAUGHTER
    WHO FEELS YOUR GRIEF
    SOMEONE WHO CELEBRATES YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS
    AND DOWNPLAYS YOUR DISAPPOINTMENTS
    ONE WHO OFFERS *THEIR* SHOULDERS TO LEAN ON
    WHO TURNS A DEAF EAR TO YOUR MISTAKES
    ONE WHO LOVES YOU UNCONDITIONALLY
    WHO IS ALWAYS YOUR ALLY
    A SOULMATE IS A FRIEND, A MATE, A CONFIDANT
    A VERY SPECIAL PERSON
    CREATED BY DESTINY
    FOR EACH OTHER.
     
    NISHA ROHOMAN...............YOU SAID IT OH SO WELL!
    May 29

    A LITTLE BIRDIE TOLD ME

    THERES SO MUCH GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE NOW, YOU NEED TO PULL BACK A LITLLE.
    YOU NEED TO WITHDRAW.
    YOU NEED SOLITUDE AND REST.
    YOU CAN ONLY GO SO FAR RUNNING AROUND PLEASING EVERYBODY, AND FULLFILLING THE REQUIREMENTS OF YOUR SOCIAL CALENDAR.
    TIME TO LIE LOW FOR A WHILE.
    (JUNK FOOD AND TV)
     
     
    COULDNT HAVE SAID IT BETTER. IM SO0O0O IN!!!!

    hmmm i like i like

    DRINK TRIPLE!!!
     
    SEE DOUBLE!!!
     
    ACT SINGLE!!!
     
     
    GOTTA LOVE THE GAME.........WHO'S IN???
    May 19

    i wish i may i wish i migh

    i seen a shoting star. i didnt believe it.
    May 16

    more fun...never woulda thunk!!?!!

    So it was on a friday night. just last week. after a night of fun at the putting edge. im chillin with my friends infront of a pool hall. im asked if ive ever swallowed........my tongue ring before (you sick bastards). i laughed because ive heard of it but it hasent happened to me. EVER! the top ball has rolled off. sometimes ive even lost it while driving. but ive never swallowed it. until that fucking night!!! i left the crew and decided to grab a bite to eat before going home to bed. i was craving POUTINE..MMmmMmm...damn it was good.....so0o0 anyways, i was sitting in my car. eating away and i noticed it. the ball was missing. so i thought, like normal, it should be rolling around but it was. i didnt believe it at first. i laughed my ass off. i swallowed the damn thing. the next thing come to my mind was...how was it gonna come out....LMAO!!!.
    May 04

    im gonna marry bank teller!

    Is what i told my father today with a big smile on my face .....danm they are beautiful!!! after saying this my father responded, " what you need to do is marry the VP of the bank, cuz they are the ones whom make the money." I responded if you marry the young beautiful teller now, in 15 yrs she'll be a beautiful VP." he then looked at me  grinned widely and agreed.
     
    so its been a lo0o0ong time since ive been on here...too long infact!
     
    so many ideas have been coming out. the spring weather is beautiful and has awaken every spirit in me. I am once again alive!!! ready to enjoy the summer sun. see some smiling faces......and party as much as possible.
     
    i should be updating some of the poems in here....adding many more ive recently written.
     
    ALL IN TIME......summer is'a comin'!.....bring it on    :)   :)   :)
     
    catch ya on the flip side  :P
    March 08

    now this is a poem :)

    True Love It is true love because I put on eyeliner and a concerto and make pungent observations about the great issues of the day Even when there's no one here but him, And because I do not resent watching the Green Bay Packer Even though I am philosophically opposed to football, And because When he is late for dinner and I know he must be either having an affair or lying dead in the middle of the street, I always hope he's dead. It's true love because If he said quit drinking martinis but I kept drinking them and the next morning I couldn't get out of bed, He wouldn't tell me he told me, And because He is willing to wear unironed undershorts Out of respect for the fact that I am philosophically opposed to ironing, And because If his mother was drowning and I was drowning and he had to choose one of us to save, He says he'd save me. It's true love because When he went to San Francisco on business while I had to stay home with the painters and the exterminator and the baby who was getting the chicken pox, He understood why I hated him, And because When I said that playing the stock market was juvenile and irresponsible and then the stock I wouldn't let him buy went up twenty-six points, I understood why he hated me, And because Despite cigarette cough, tooth decay, acid indigestion, dandruff, and other features of married life that tend to dampen the fires of passion, We still feel something We can call True love. Judith Viorst
    January 26

    a couple lines and i feel fine

    tease mah mind
    numb mah thoughts
    tease some more
    just dont stop
    that it, okay
    January 17

    tis another poem

    pound for pound
    i float above ground
    stepping on air
    not making a sound
    rest assured
    i have found
    that i am better than you
    once again left behind
    not knowing what to do
    the emotions inside
    have taken control of you
    spoke to soon
    blinded by the untrue
    thinkng about the past
    revenge in the mind
    how long would it last
    but im tired of the games
    im tired of it all
    im not the one to blame
    still i stand tall
    im not the one lost
    i know who i am
    and now i know
    exactly where i stand
    thank you for making it so clear to me
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     
     

    stand still

    im at a stand still
    almost like floating in one place
    yet still moving forward ever so slowly
    waiting for the end of the month
    finally see where i stand
    in life on my own?
    will it be possible
    once again
    no struggles
    with the power to succeed greatly
    with the knowledge that i dont have to stay
    with the idea that i can be more than one can think possible
    fearless of change or loss
    with too many things to try
    worthy of something truly great
    but for now...
    im at a stand still
    almost like floating in one place
    yet still moving forward ever so slowly
    waiting for the end of the month
     
     
     
    January 03

    GUEST BOOK

    HMM LETS SEE IF IT WORKS....I MADE A NEW GUEST BOOK...COMMMMMON SIGN DA TING.....LEMME KNOW YOUR THOUGHTS.  PEACE!
    December 31

    ONE MORE THINGS ABOUT LAST NIGHT

    AS I WAS DANCING AROUND THE MOSH PIT YOU REALLY TAKE NOTICE TO SOME THINGS GOING ON INSIDE THE MOSH PIT. NOW MY GROUP OF FRIENDS KNOW THE HAZZRDS OF ENTERING THE MOSH PIT AT 107. IT IS DANGEROUS, YES MOSH PITS ARE SUPPOSSED TO BE, GENERALLY. BUT WHEN MY BUDDY GETS HIT IN THE FUCKING HEAD WITH AN ELBOW ( WE ALL HAVE A FEW TIMES) BUT DELIBERATELY AND STILL TILL THIS DAY HE HAS A FUCKING SCAR ON HIS PRETTY FACE, THATS WHEN YOU KNOW THIS SHIT IF FUCKED UP. IM TIRED OF THIS SHIT. I LOVE MOSHING, MOSHING ISNT ALWAYS HARD AND ROUGH. I WENT TO THE POD CONCERT (WHICH I HAVE JUST REALIZED I HAVENT ENTERED AN ENTRY ABOUT THAT EXPERIENCE) AND MOSHED FROM THE BEGGINGING THE VERY FUCKING END AND NOT ONCE DID I GET THROWN,PUCHED,ELBOWED,HEAD BUTTED ETC. THERE WE NO IDIOTS TRYING TO GRAB YOUR SHIRT AND WHIP YOU ACROSS. NO PUNKS STANDING ON THE OUTSIDE DECKING YOU FROM BEHIND ( THIS I HATE MOST). DOES IT MAKE YOU FEEL TOUGH STANDING ON THE OUTSIDE  LIKE A PUSSY DECKING PEOPLE FROM BEHIND. WELL DOES IT??? BELIEVE ME THEY NORMALLY EGT WHATS COMING TO THEM. LAST NIGHT WAS THE SAME THING. I DONT ENTER THE PIT OFTEN AT 107. ITS JUST NOT WORTH IT. I GOT A BLACK EYE FOR 3 WEEKS MY BUDDIES FACE GOT BUSTED UP AND THIS HAPPENS TO OFTEN AT 107. ITS THE GINOS, IM TELLING YOU. THEY GET THIS IDEA OF THROWING THEIR WEIGHT AROUND AND THEY GO CRAZY. THEY THINK THEY KNOW HOW TO MOSH, BUT AS QUEER AS IT SOUNDS THERE IS A CODE TO MOSHING. YOU DONT USE YOUR FISTS,ELBOWS,HEADS, OR FEET IN THE MOSH OTHER THAN TO KEEP YOURSELF UP. YOU DONT GET A RUNNING START AND DECK SOMEONE FROM BEHIND. WE PICK YOU UP IF YOU DROP (SIMPLY RESPECT) SO THAT MEANS PEOPLE ARE NOT TRYING TO KNOCK EACH OTHER DOWN...JUST AROUND. YES YOU DO THROW YOUR WEIGHT BUT IT NORMALLY ENDS UP WITH A BUNCH OF DUDES AND MAYBE EVEN A FEW BRAVE CHICKS WITH THEIR ARMS AROUND EACH OTHERS NECKS SINGING DRUNK AND AS LOUD AS POSSIBLE. NOW THATS FUN. I SEEN THESE GUYS LAST NIGHT AND I LAUGHED IN SHOCK WATCHING THEM LITERALLY RUNNING FROM ONE SIDE OF THE PIT TO THE OTHER AND JUMP AND PEOPLE FROM BEHIND WHETHER THEY ARE IN THE PIT OR NOT. I SEEN THEM TACKEL EACH OTHER. IM MEAN TACKLE LIKE A FUCKING FOOTBAL START, PEOPLE TO THE FLOOR LIKE THAT WAS WHAT WAS SUPPOSED TO HAPPEN. LUCKILY THERE WERE A GROUP OF ROCKERS THAT KNEW HOW TO MOSH AND THEY HAD A BLAST I WOULD HAVE JOINED THEM BUT THEY WERE HAVING FUN KNOWCKING THE GINOS AROUND AND WHEN THEY FOUGHT'EM ALL OUTTA OF THE PIT THEY TURNED THEPIT INTO THE KIND MOST LIKE TO ENJOY. CHEERS TO THEM. IM TIRED OF THESE HIGH MAINTENANCE GINOS. GET A FUCKING LIFE LEARN TOMOSH OR SIMPLY DONT DO IT AT ALL. IM TELLING YOU NOW THAT MY FRIENDS ARE TIRED OF IT. WE DONT STAND FOR BULLSHIT. A FRIEND OF MINE WENT TO 107 LAST WEEK BY HIMSELF AND GOT JUMPED BY 5 GUYS....MY BUDDY IS A SMALL DUDE, I MEAN SMALL. THESE GUYS WERE BIG GUY, MESSED UP HIS PRETTY FACE. THAT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN. SHIT WILL GO DOWN. IT HAS BEFORE, NOT AFFRAID TO LET IT HAPPEN. COWARDS CANT FIGHT ONE ON ONE. ANYWAYS THIS HAS GOTTEN REALLY AGGRESSIVE AND I HATE BEING AGRESSIVE BUT IT NEWS YEARS MY SHIFT IS DONE. IMOUTTA HERE. HAVE A GOOD NIGHT.